That’s pretty much my state of being anymore.
I wake up tired. I go to work tired. I come home from work tired and I go to bed tired. There’s NO energy.
I haven’t cooked in ages.
I haven’t cleaned in ages.
I haven’t really sat down with Jacob and done homework in ages.
However, I CAN sit and watch TV for ages. *sigh* And I HATE TV. Actually, I watch Netflix DVDs of shows that have been off the air for close to 5 years (or more).
Short of taking drugs, I don’t know what to do to get more energy. I was exercising with a friend in the evenings, but literally felt the need to pass out afterward.
I don’t FEEL pretty or alive, even though I try very hard to fake it during the day.
This whole Super Woman position bites. However, there’s nothing I can do to change it, just cope with it. So, I need to come up with some better strategies…gonna take me some time to do that tho.
I NEED down-time, but I also need to get shit done (a LOT of shit).
I need to pick ONE room to focus on (at a time) and just get it done. I bounce from room to room and never get a damn thing done and that just builds on the exhaustion. And hopefully, if I keep busy, Inny will leave me alone!