I suck at this one, and I probably need it more than anything right now.
I was reading, every night, but that went by the wayside a few weeks ago. Depression really does worm it’s way into every aspect of your life…
I have the book sitting beside my bed. I may have to start bring it to work (covered, lest I offend someone) and read at lunchtime. I really do miss the craft and want to be more informed and calm. I was so much calmer when I was practicing. So much more self-assured. I miss it.
So, tonight, I’m going to grab that book and if I don’t read any before bed, at least shove it into my bag for work so I can read at lunch. Maybe I’ll just stay at my desk so no one has to see it. I’m not ashamed of my choice, just don’t want to get into a debate with anyone. This depression fog is still lifting and having to defend my choices is not something I can do with any eloquence right now.