My relationship with my son is actually pretty ok. I could be better, but nothing is perfect and there’s alway room for improvement.
My relationship with my guy? Well, I think that’s over. Caught him in a BIG lie and LOE for anything has been non-existent. I’m sad, but I’m not devastated. I’m numb. But, to be honest, I was numb before this happened (and it had nothing to do with him).
My relationship with my friends? I’m still working on it. I’m trying to go out there and have fun; initiate time and follow through on invitations…I’m lousy at it, but I *am* trying. My LOE is in the “B” range, I’d say (at least, lately…)
However, all I want to do it curl up on my couch (or in my bed) and just sleep. But I can’t even do that [sleep]. I have no energy, nor do I want to even look for it…